Moving On

Life after high school is so odd. It's been a year, yet I still have not adjusted to this transformation of independence. When I finished high school, all I wanted to do was to get away as far as I can. i wanted to get out of this played out city and explore what I can. I wanted to find all that I was looking for in one shot. I did not want to connect with or see anyone from my past. I thought my first year in college was going to this transition of new people and connections; but I miscalculated I guess. I lost touch with everyone in my past and haven't made a strong one with anyone now. I miss how easy it was to just find people that have so much in common with you. How strong that one second connection turned into a lifetime of friendship. But now I have nobody. I look back at everyone that I once knew, and they are happy with the new and old people in their lives. They moved on - where I have not moved an inch.